Sunday, September 30, 2018

The Race


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So last night, I had a dream. Creepy way to start, right? Sheesh. Oh well, you’ll just have to deal with it. Anyway, back to the narrative:

My dream started on a racetrack. I had a racecar, and a terrible view. The track twisted, curled, crossed, and drove over  and around several small knolls, so it was impossible to see the whole thing, only one or two turns at a time. Since I often have doomsday dreams, the plot was that at the end of the race, God would determine which racers got into heaven and which didn’t. But I didn’t know that as the race was going. I didn’t know what the goal was.
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So I did what I thought best: I raced. I got competitive, and started pushing other cars into the rail so I could get ahead. But on this curvy, twisted track, there was no way of knowing where the finish line was, or even if everyone was going in the right direction. After all, I had come in at the middle, and the rules were never explained to me. Yet despite not knowing where I was going, I did my best to beat the other drivers. Then the race ended, and I had not made it to the finish line

The judge of the race brought me in, and since it was a dream we didn’t speak, and I didn’t see him, but I suddenly understood that I had lost. I hadn’t followed the rules, and was therefore disqualified. I protested that that wasn’t fair because I didn’t know the rules. It turned out that the whole time, the judge was more interested in my behavior and my attitude on the track than he was about whether I succeeded or not. All the terrible things I’d done to cripple the other drivers in my attempts to get ahead were what the judge was concerned with.

When I protested that it wasn’t fair, the judge didn’t say anything. He didn’t have to explain himself. He simply showed me to a door. I spent the rest of the dream assuming that my protests had been heard and that I had been let into “heaven” after all. The rest of the people who were with me assumed the same thing. Yet somehow, the dream ended before we got to our destination.


You see, in this race, everyone was subject to the same rules, whether they knew them or not. The whole time, it was up to the drivers who knew the rules to tell the other drivers about the rules, as well as the ultimate goal of the race. After that, it was up to those who were told, whether or not they believed the other drivers, and started to obey the rules.

In the race of real life, most people just assume that the goal of the race is to get ahead of everyone else and cross the finish line successfully. But little do they know that the entire time they’re racing, there’s a judge who is going to measure them against his own standards. That’s why there was never a finish line in sight. To get to the end was never the goal. The real goal is to meet the standards of the judge of the race. He’s the one who organized it, so he determines the rules. That’s why it’s fair to disqualify people even if they never knew the standards he was measuring them by. In this race, not everyone wins. Those who lose are the ones who don’t play by the rules of the judge.

By now I hope my Christian friends at least have seen the real meaning behind this dream, and are reminded of the importance of their role in this race. I also hope they are seriously considering whether or not they are fulfilling that role well. I know I am.

For those of you who maybe don’t know what all this signifies, I’ll explain it.

Let’s start with the race. As you may have guessed, the race signifies our life. Sometimes, it feels like we were thrown in without anyone telling us what we were supposed to be doing. Sure, lots of people have opinions, and they’re more than willing to impress those opinions upon you. But have you ever stopped to consider the question, “Why am I here?” Could it be that what you believe is actually wrong?

Now let’s talk about the judge. The judge in this dream represents God. He’s the one who put this “race” together. He created the rules. When he started out, everything about the world met his standards. Everything he created, he called “good.” Except humans. When he created humans, he called them “Very good!”

Back then, his rules were simple. He only had one, actually. He told the first people, Adam and Eve, that they were to never eat the fruitof the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. Yet, those people were deceived into thinking that if they did eat the fruit from that tree, they could determine their own rules for the race. But that’s not what happened. Instead, when they ate it, they disobeyed God. They had broken his one rule, which meant they fell short of his standards.
See, the thing about God is that he is holy. If anything enters his presence that is not also holy, his very holiness destroys it. Think of a fire: if there’s anything in its path that is flammable, it is lit on fire and consumed. That’s kind of like what God’s presence is like. If anything comes before him that is contaminated with sin, it is consumed, and it dies. That includes imperfect people.

But God is also merciful. He does not want anyone to die. So instead of killing Adam and Eve right off because they broke his only rule, he banished them from his presence.

So because all humans come from flawed people, all people are flawed. Suddenly, there are hundreds of rules to follow if we want to be holy enough to enter God’s presence and be “good” again. Those are the rules that the Law of Moses in the Old Testament lays out. You see, God didn’t just throw us into the race without telling us the rules. He gave us a rulebook: The Bible. We just have to read it.

There’s just one problem: in order to be let into the presence of God, we have to follow those rules perfectly. Otherwise, we’ll still “burn up” when we enter his presence. But following the Law perfectly is impossible, right? Of course it is! We’re broken. We’ll never accomplish anything without making mistakes. The Law is simply there to make that fact obvious. God tells us his standards (if we want to meet them ourselves), but all that does is show us all the places where we’re going wrong.

But here’s the key factor to this story: God loves us. He wants us to be in his presence. And he knows we can’t get there ourselves. So here’s what he did: He came on the racetrack himself. He had a human racecar, but put his son Jesus in the driver’s seat. Jesus had two objectives:
  1.  MeetGod’s standards perfectly, to win the race and get to the winner’s circle. Jesus was human, and so was subject to every temptation that humans face. But as the Son of God, he was also divine, which meant that he perfectly resisted every temptation and lived a perfect, sinless, holy life.
  2. Sincewe’re technically disqualified, he took the punishment of that disqualificationon himself. He paid the price to win tickets for us all, so we can join him in the winner’s circle. You see, back at the beginning of the world, God had told Adam and Eve that if they ate the “forbidden fruit” the punishment was death. When he banished them, that didn’t mean he was changing his mind. He was only delaying their punishment. Ever since that time, the punishment for every sin has always been death. It’s what we deserve: to be separated from God for eternity. That’s what makes hell so terrible. Everything good in our lives comes from God. Take that away, and it leaves only the bad. But I digress. The punishment for sin is death. But since Jesus never sinned, he was the only human being to ever live who did not deserve to die. But he did, so that his death would turn the wrath of God away from us. He took our punishment on himself. He served our sentence to win our freedom.

But that’s not the end of the story. Jesus didn’t just die. He came back to life. If his resurrection had been immediate, people would say he never died. But no, it happened three days later. You see, death never had power over Jesus. He let himself be killed, but he always had authority over death. So when he had fulfilled all the promises that God had given to people about him, he threw death off of himself and walked out of his own grave (well, technically, thegrave was borrowed). And since he had power over his own death, he proved that he has power over ours as well.

So what happens now? Now, we’re faced with a choice: accept a free ticket into the winner’s circle, or continue to race the way we think we should. Either we ask God to forgive our sins, and to count Jesus’ perfect life and sacrifice as our own, or we continue on our way, looking for the finish line around every corner. By now, you probably already know which choice you’re going to make, and I pray that it’s the right one.

If you want to make the choice to accept Jesus’s life and death as your own, first let me say, YAHOO! *Ahem.* Pardon. Next, we can get down to logistics. Here’s the basic principle: Tell God you are sorry for your sins, and that you believe that Jesus’ death paid the penalty for them. Ask God to accept Jesus’ death as your own, and ask him to enter your heart so that he can make your life look more like Jesus’ life: holy and perfect. Don’t get me wrong, Christians aren’t perfect. But we are being perfected.

If you want to know more about God’s rules and Jesus’ sacrifice, I can refer you to two places: the Bible (especially the books Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John, as well as Romans to start), and the Church (meaning, anyone who is a Christian—including me—and who believes that we’re “saved by grace.”). Once you’ve made the decision to ask Jesus into your heart, you need to get plugged in with a community so that you can learn more and grow under the guidance of someone who has been racing this way for a while. You need a crew and a coach. That’s why Christians attend churches.

Anywho, that’s all I’ve got to say! Except one last thing: if you did accept Jesus, I really, really, really want to know about it! So please tell me!

Monday, September 24, 2018

Love Everlasting

You have loved me with an everlasting love.
That fact comes to me again and again
Though all others leave me, you never have
And I know you never will


This love of yours is relentless
It pursues me to the ends of the earth
It keeps on, willing to forget my mistakes
It comforts my every hurt

Why should I be so petty? Ungrateful?
So forgetful, forgetting to trust?
Why should I think I know better than you?
When without you, I am dust?


This love of yours is extravagant
Heedless of all cost
You celebrate my every victory
You mourn my every loss

Yet who am I that you notice me?
What have I to offer?
Flaws and baggage is all I see
And for that you chose to suffer?


This love of yours is perfect
More than I could hope to be
You're God, and you give of yourself
When I just focus on me

My wounds don't go so very deep
They don't leave such dreadful scars
Yet even those you choose to heal?
And call a work of art?


This love of yours is majestic
Far above any others
It lifts me up when life gets hectic
And surrounds me with its borders

Why would I rely on any love than yours?
What could they possibly offer?
They crumble as soon as they have formed
But you're my only real lover